Dulcinea - and - Quixote

"Quixote", 1955 by Pablo Picasso

Dulcinea

Written August 24, 2007

Windmills will always tilt at Truth,

no matter which way the wind may blow.

A man must have a companion

he can trust upon the journey

and a woman must have a man

she can lean on when she's weary

or to embrace when he is forlorn,

frustrated from the fickle directions of Fate.

She waits by candlelight for his crusades to cease,

baking bread she will not eat,

but only tosses to the hungry birds

gathering outside her open window,

wondering when he will come home -

or if he ever will stop wandering.

She is fragile in her devotion and stalwart in her faith -

she knows the quiet, empty rooms of her heart too well,

but will not fritter her hopes away

on endless folly.

Life is precious and moments spent drifting

in Love's sacred currents are far too few -

and once again, Winter is on its way...

Quixote

Written March 11, 2010

He tilts his head as though he hears the wind whispering to him

to begin this journey of seductive faith.

He summons the sight of Dulcinea's frail and sturdy hands 

as they grasp his visions, and vows to save her, sight unseen; 

she must be a princess, not merely a peasant, after all, 

to engender such notions from his wild, misguided heart.

His obsession derived from misplaced heraldry, 

his neglect of comfort is stalwart, 

as is his elderly horse Rocinante, who carries him forth,

his humble servant trailing behind as unwilling, unwitting squire;

Don Quixote longs to sleep beneath the stars

while Pancho would prefer the Inn's

beds and blankets to soothe, its food and drink to savor.

The aristocratic are but cruel masters

while poor shepherds bask in weary warmth, 

compassion and philosophy attending their needs. 

Honor and integrity are questioned at length

and are found to be...well, quixotic.

His lance and whip at the ready for the sake of justice,

confusion swirls around in his head - 

he seeks fame and fortune to win his lady's favor,

slaking his thirst with a poisonous elixir that lays him low.

He dreams of giants, fighting in his ideal slumber.

Beyond jagged edges of nightfall, 

the Knight of the White Moon,

clad in extravagant, bright armor shall vanquish him, 

bringing chivalry to its ultimate demise -

or so the story goes...

calamitous

"The Reading Girl" sculpture by Pietro Magni

once upon a dark and tidal flow,

streams of shadows rode 

like rebel dolphins' grins

high above murky water, 

beneath a solemn sky

as man arose from the morass,

this chaos he created with his appearance,

who was first to speak, to discover language

with its limits, with its intimations,

with its misunderstood compass — 

what did he say?

did anyone answer? 

were there better words then than now?

should laughter flee this landscape,

we would pack no bags and leave,

no longer tied to this terrible terrain,

this epoch lacking in epiphanies

the world tilts at noxious explorations

of secrets meant to be kept,

hidden from prying eyes

if I suddenly took your hand, 

beckoned with the slightest gesture,

would you promise not to pull away,

but follow, without question?

we are the last of those who came before us,

perhaps the first to realize our impermanence 

oh, those moments when tears would not fall

no matter how heavy the night became as it crept slowly 

through trembling fingers

The Rebellion of Leaves

The Echo of What Remains Collected Poems of Wanda Lea Brayton

Leaves buoyed by a casual wind refuse to let go of branches 

simply because it is now time for them to fall; they will go

when they are ready. They are rebellious, one and all,

and will not be ordered about

in this chaos.

Their hues may alter,

but that is of no consequence to them.

Their skin may become parched,

but soon, it will rain and they will revive,

although briefly.

They are in no hurry to ache

inside winter's cautious chill.

They have only these few moments left

to saunter beneath a warm sun 

and their greed is apparent. Let blistering breezes blow;

they will arch themselves into a sullen sky

when they feel the need to release

what they once knew to be

unrelenting truth.

Wailing

Lost inside your absence,

waves of silence pour over me with sorrow.

Encrusted with salt of the sea,

I do not feel my tears mingle

with timeless memories swirling

beneath the bow of my heart.

Adrift,

I am tempest-toss'd,

still searching horizons

for the brilliant beacon of your song.

Unremembering

Being tenebrous is no great effort - 

just close your eyes and forget light,

but without any lingering regrets - that's the hard part.

How can you disregard the summer sun

or even shadows slowly fluttering on a still pool?

Never Too Late

The Echo of What Remains Collected Poems of Wanda Lea Brayton

We never know the moments we miss

until it is too late to retrieve them from time's greedy grasp.

This chiaroscuro dance we quietly perform

as we walk by each other, day after day,

steals dreams from the solace of slumber

and leaves me gasping for breath when sunlight wanes. 

My eyes are thick with mist from a wild waterfall of unspoken words,

drenching the thinness of my skin 

with stirring sweetness and subtle spice,

engulfing me and surrounding me with fire that does not burn -

it soothes me beyond reverie,

where you await my tender touch with eagerness eternal.

Where have you been all these long, lonely years?

I searched for you in shadows' shallow faces

and in evening's unfathomable depths,

underneath the murmuring moon,

in those sullen spaces between the stars.

With memories echoing, 

we will join hands, adrift on this tumultuous sea -

we will answer all the questions

and perhaps, question all the answers

until we are submerged within this whirlpool of wonder,

breathing each other's fragrances of fragility and splendor -

but it will only come to pass if we stop and speak softly

with our eyes gazing outward together,

instead of remaining so silent and alone.

Restless

The Echo of What Remains Collected Poems of Wanda Lea Brayton

Sorrow holds me close inside this empty bed,

submerged under these restless covers -

it will not let me dream beyond its reach,

its jagged edges of nightfall.

We are as intimate as two strangers can be, I suppose -

we rarely speak and never ask too many questions.

We turn from side to side, avoiding each other's eyes 

from experience and fear.

Do not weep for me in my predicament -

I would never have known these unbearable depths

without the heights that preceded 

this fall from grace.